Jackson...Please, forgive what I said, I wanted to tell you all my feelings, how much you really mean to me in my life.. And how much I needed you. I-I was stupid for not seeing things your way...I-I was very stupid. P-Please, I love you with every breath of my life. I don't ever want you to sad or angry..All I care about is your happiness.. You give me so much happiness in my life, I am sorry for annoying you, and I always wait for you because I love you, but if you don't love anymore... I-It was all my fault then, it was never your fault, nothing was your fault, you are the most wonderful person I ever met, I want to live every time of my life with you, until we died, it may be just a dream, but I pray each day for that dream to come true. As I said before, I want to make people happy, especially you... You want freedom, I know you do...And I don't want to take your dream away from you... I just wanted us to be happy together forever. I love you Jackson, I always will.. You're the first real love I ever had in my entire life, boys always left me and you didn't, you were so honest to me with your feeling, I never felt things like this, I knew it was you who will make me whole. But... if you don't think the same....I-It will not change ANYTHING on what I feel, on my love, nothing will change at all